blucola: (Sharpedges)
( Jun. 13th, 2005 10:35 am)
I haven't had the college dream for awhile. And as a change, this time I had actually just started classes, as opposed to it being nearly the end of the semester and I hadn't gone to one class in particular, which means I didn't study and therefore I will fail it and not get my degree! This time around I had forgotten about one class and had an entire's day's worth of classes to take, but my husband had arrived from out of town and wanted to spend the evening, but I already had plans with friends that had to be ignored in favor of this.

Meanwhile, I had left (unsecured) a roll of money he'd given me, in a drawer in a room I shared with someone else. So it's likely gone and he wants to go shopping in the thrift store where I had already picked out some strange looking knitted items. (In the dream they were cute, one being a child's knitted hat with tons of crocheted flowers on it, gag.) We'll ignore the plane full of terrified students who were, oddly enough, all female, blond and young. I think the stewardess was a zombie, but I'm not sure, that part of the dream is fading.

But the feeling of the dream is just as disturbing as it ever is. Other times I've been naked, running through the Commons, or taking a math test with no sleep (actually have done that one.) The theme is always failure, and it's always that I'm failing at what I worked so hard to get to, namely, a degree. I have my degree, much good as it has ever done me, and it had been a year at least since I had the failing school dream. I guess it's a change from the zombie dreams. Although one did make a guest appearance.

Why can I have that dream [livejournal.com profile] splix described? I'd much rather dream about Ewan and stuff ;) than OMG! I'm failing math and science and my life is DOOMED!
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